Not much to say...

I haven't posted since Friday not because I have been too busy or because I have so much to say that I don't know where to begin. No, it's quite the opposite. I just really don't have anything to say right now...surprising but true! :o) I have a lot of thoughts in my head & heart but nothing that is ready to come out to be written. I am mostly living day by day trying to keep it all together...living today & preparing for tomorrow. I look forward to the day when we find out that we're out of IBESR & in Parquet. Until then I am busy preparing the house. So far in the past week I have painted our kitchen, dining room, & hallway. I need to add a couple of finishing touches on them as well as paint the upstairs utility room the same color as those rooms. Then I will probably move onto painting the living room just because it's really "bothering" me. Then after that I will move onto the upstairs bathroom & then to Caleb's room. I have been ignoring his room a lot these days because it hurts to go in there & not have him there. Of course I miss the girls terribly too but I have one very "dramatic & high maintainence" girl here to keep me busy enough, plus she gives me lots & lots of hugs which I really appreciate :o) Also, my body has been doing some "strange" things for the past couple of weeks. Not sure what's going on with it but that has contributed to my "interesting state of mind" lately. Randy really needs to go play some golf but it is way to cold. It snowed yesterday but then melted soon after. So I will be back to more blogging when I have something productive to blog about it. Until then, please know that you are in my thoughts & prayers.